perspective
2014-01-23 -- 4:57 p.m.

i was reading online today about a person i don't really know and i was thinking about how hard it would be to go from loving someone so much to loving someone else so much. how weird it would be to have all these old memories with someone and this very intimate life with them and then boom it's gone. i feel like it's very rare for a 23-year-old to not have experienced this, but my relationships start and end with jason (with the exceptions of some "almosts" thrown in there). so, i've never had this experience of loving someone to not loving someone at all.

but when i thought about it, i realized that i know exactly how that feels and i've done just that. and when it's necessary it isn't as hard or weird as one would think, it's just something that is.

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