i am the most selfish person in the world!
2010-10-18 -- 4:40 p.m.

i finally laid down an ultimatum, this or that.

he said, "i know, i don't want anyone to get hurt either. i mean, i don't want to get hurt either."

all i did was shrug and sigh. it's all i EVER do.
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i think i feel the worst about not feeling worse.

but when you told me the other night that you couldn't be my friend, i convulsively cried harder than i have in years.

you came over the next day.

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