all that i want.
2010-12-07 -- 6:03 p.m.

i was just thinking about last year and how all i wanted to do was a make gingerbread house. the night i wanted to everyone came over to drink instead. i was walking around with this broken heart and on the verge of tears, i drank so much that i cried all night long.

i feel so different this year, never would i think to be so vindictive. even though i swear it was done subconsciously. i freeze to death, i get lonely so easily. what is this?

i'd give anything to revert back to summer, to go back. that's all i want.

but i'll settle for making a gingerbread house with you.

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