we talk just like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs
2011-06-30 -- 8:37 p.m.

it's hard to tell sometimes, what i should do. i almost feel like i am trying too hard, trying too hard to assure you that your friendship is definitely something that i want. it's a really difficult, trying situation.

when you said you were sorry so did i, even though i don't think either of us knew what we were apologizing for.

i watched you slip my hairband off my arm, barely together anymore with blonde hair knotted all around it. you so coyly took it from me and put it on your own wrist. when i started to take it back, i didn't even know how to go about it. "share, your arm is already full," you say.

is it still there?

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we were looking at nice apartments, dream ones practically. i pointed and said, "we should remember these. they are too expensive for the girls and i now. but if for some reason we are still here next year, we should really consider these." i meant it, i truly did.

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