i'm tired of talking to a wall when i could talk to someone else
2011-11-25 -- 10:54 p.m.

i haven't updated this in a very long time, every time i start to type something i always end up just closing out the page.

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we don't speak. even when we see each other on campus or where i work, we duck our heads or turn around and walk the other way. tears almost always well up in my eyes.

i think it must be easier to deal with a broken heart, then have to deal with a chunk of your heart just taken. because that is what this is.

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if i could have a hall pass i think i'd use it on one of the managers at work. so damn good lookin'.

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thanksgiving was very nice, one of the best i can remember. jason didn't get to come home with me and i was really bummed about that. but i got to see all my family, spend a lot of time with my mom and my aunts, and we have precious babies running everywhere now. over the years there were times when i felt lost in my big family, but i am so appreciative of it now that i am older. it is nice to be in a house full of fifty people and realize that all of them care about you.

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i'm not sure that we're going to stay in bowling green next year. we'll see.

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