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2013-03-11 -- 9:23 a.m.

i can't relate anymore.

i feel like i'm always talking to brick walls. and even when people do listen no one takes me seriously, because how could i know right?

well, that's fine.

i understand that there are times when i am judgmental and others when i'm too blunt. but damn sometimes i just get tired of this helplessness everyone seems to have contracted.

i have an excessive amount of rage built up inside of me and it's difficult not to lash out at people sometimes. maybe it's because i have an overly critical mother, or because i never had a father, or because no one ever taut me that other emotions were okay, or on and on. i mean there are thousands of excuses.

i'm nowhere near where i thought i would be and sometimes i resent people and things for that. it's hard not to let that make you angry.

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