lately
2015-04-09 -- 9:30 a.m.

inventory countdown = the most stressful time of the year.

we got pulled into the office a couple days ago, all the zone merchandise supervisors and told that in the middle of june (i can't remember the exact date) that our jobs will all dissolve. the company is just doing away with our position. there's options, but none of which i want. sometimes i feel so much better than my job, but i've grown comfortable there and i fill like the choice to leave and move on when i'm ready is being ripped from me.

jason graduates in may and he's already had a lot of interviews. and we might end up moving.

i'm just worried about all the open endedness. where am i going to get a new job? i still have to finish school. where are we gonna move? how far away is it going to be?

i'm desperately trying to lose weight too, but my anxiety over everything is giving me horrible stomach problems. sometimes i can't even catch my breath.

but i just always try to remember that i'm not alone in this.

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