always.
2012-02-12 -- 10:53 p.m.

we finally had lunch on one of those perfect afternoons we had last week.

it was awkward and there was so much to say that neither of us knew where to start or what to leave out. we didn't say much.

when i walked to my car i wasn't sad this time, there were no tears brimming my eyes and my heart didn't ache.

i felt at peace, like i'd done the right thing. the feeling i've longed to feel for SO long.

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if we have to spend some of our twenties apart in order to spend a lifetime together than so be it.

we've beat the odds before, we'll do it again.

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i feel like a hermit, but all i ever have enough energy to do is sleep. or at least try to.

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