you live the life you're given with the storms outside.
2012-02-06 -- 9:25 p.m.

truth: i'm really jealous. i don't mean this, but at the same time i do. it's not fair that you get to go to a foreign country and it's not fair that you get this opportunity. maybe you deserve it. but i deserve some kind of wonderful opportunity, don't i? the one who went to a real university. the one who didn't take a semester here and there off. the one who didn't spend four years earning an associate degree. the one who actually applies herself!

i'm being punished for being so envious, because all these bad feelings are doing nothing but bringing on bad things.

but i am who got you here and dammit where the fuck is mine????

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