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2013-04-24 -- 8:34 a.m.

jason and i were talking the other day about how i do not like most things and even the things i do like i never like them all the time. the only thing i could think of that i consistently liked all the time, were children.

i'm so mad at myself, because i finally think i know what i want to do with my life. but i already have so much school behind me and i don't want to start again. i don't even know if i would be good at it and i don't know if i'm just going to change my mind again.

i just need something. something to tell me what i need to do. i'm just at a loss.

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