And we'll be fine.
2021-04-01 -- 11:44 a.m.

I still think about him a lot. It still hurts a lot. But it does feel relieving at the same time.

At 30 I think this is the first time I've ever let go of someone I loved but knew I couldn't be with. My love life is clearly not the norm.

I feel like I have an emotional hangover, but that's okay. It does feel like it's easing.

I just keep picturing him sitting at that coffee shop, probably so sure I will show up. I mean I really think he thinks that I will.

But I won't be there. I scheduled my covid shot so I wouldn't even be tempted. Maybe 20 year old Sue would have stayed caught up. But 30 year old Sue knows what she has to do.
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I still know in my heart I did the right thing.

And at the end of the day, that's what matters.

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