What it is
2018-11-25 -- 5:17 p.m.

The truth is I’m just wired differently.

A lone wolf. Independent. Hermit like. This person who doesn’t need anyone else.

There have been times in my life where I have wondered had it not been for Jason if I would just be eternally alone.

Being a wife, name changing, being part of something. It’s terrifying to someone like me who has spent the better part of her life screaming at the world that the only person she needs is herself.

I may have a lot of faults but I am always good at recognizing them. Which will always be one of my greatest strengths.

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Loving you is not a fleeting feeling. It just hangs there. Which may not be fair. But is it what it is. How lucky though I feel sometimes, to have meant so much to someone else. To have traveled through so much space & time right there in their mind. Oh well, selfish notions like these are all part of human nature.

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